Fibromyalgia Pain

I’m having pretty horrid fibro pain tonight, in the outside of my lower arms and wrists. I guess I’ve eaten too much crap today, that’s all I can come up with for a reason. But the weather is changing too, so that could be it. Its pretty miserable, and nothing to do about it. I”m sure though that the motional upset this morning also isn’t helping. I experienced a little of this pain last night, but not like this, not so bad. I’m tired and frustrated, wish I could get to sleep and get out of this pain.

Ginger Remarried

We got a bit of news this morning via my older sister’s facebook. My ex-step-mom has remarried, less than 7 months after my dad’s passing. Its amazing how something like that can affect you. We, sister and I, are in a tizzy this morning but trying to calm down. Its very upsetting on a lot of levels.

Most of all, though, I feel for Ginger’s kids. Daddy raised them, more so than he raised us, and his passing has affected us all differently, but we are all definitely still in mourning. Except Ginger, apparently. I had suspicions this would happen, but it feels really weird to have been “right” about it.

I wish I was wrong, I wish I had miscalculated, but most of all, I wish Daddy’s wife of 18 years had not disrespected him in this way.